Smile - Jez Dior, Jutes

Love has finished and I’ve been sitting in my living room

With tunnel vision, I wonder if I’ll ever see it through

Wait a minute, my life is going off the course again

Bottle and I’m starting to feel like a corpse again

All the time

Life’s hitting my bottom line

All I ever do’s apologize

Probably better off if I die

'Cause everything’s so lovely when I go to sleep

But I wake up so empty, ghost inside my sheets

Smile

Yeah, you know it’s been a while

Feeling like my heart’s on trial

No one ever sees me smile

(No one ever sees me)

So why

Do I always walk this line

Feeling like I’m running out of time

That’s the story of my life

(No one ever sees me smile)

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, yeah

Said, «What's up"to the voices in my head, yeah

Take a shot, try my best not to forget

But I hate myself, wanna replace myself, yeah

All my friends think that I’m a reject, yeah-yeah

Therapist said I’m on the defense, yeah-yeah

Fall in love too easy, I’m so desperate

Got all these questions

Like, «Why am I so fucked up?

Where did I go wrong?»

Can I suppress my demons move on, while I try to

Smile

Yeah, you know it’s been a while

Feeling like my heart’s on trial

No one ever sees me smile

(No one ever sees me)

So why

Do I always walk this line

Feeling like I’m running out of time

That’s the story of my life

(No one ever sees me smile)

(No one ever sees me)