Maybe Whatever - Jessica Lea Mayfield

The shotgun’s under the futon

This is not my idea of fun

I wish happiness on everyone I know

The human body’s an amazing thing

Bruises heal and your mind can change

Can we convince ourselves we’re not what we need?

Did I know in my heart I was lying to you

When I said I would be yours forever?

Did I know in my heart I was lying to you?

Maybe

I can’t trust myself

You say that the evil I don’t know

Is worse than the evil I do know

But I’d rather not know anyone at all

Did I know in my heart I was lying to you

When I said I would be yours forever?

Did I know in my heart I was lying to you?

Maybe

But whatever

The shotgun’s under the futon

This is not my idea of fun

I wish happiness on everyone I know