Honesty - Jason Gray

If I told You I still trusted You

I’d honestly be lying through my teeth

But it’s funny how it’s always You

I’m talkin' to when I say I don’t believe

I tell You leave, but You won’t go

I’m in so deep, and I don’t know

What’s goin' on

I gave You my heart

So, tell me, why is it broken?

If You’re the healer,

Why are my wounds still open?

What do You want from me?

Are You sure You want everything?

Even my honesty?

I’m sorry if this comes out wrong

I’m afraid I shouldn’t talk with You this way

But I hope You hear my heart that hurts

Buried in the angry words I say

I told You leave, but please don’t go

I’m in so deep, and I don’t know

What’s goin' on

I gave You my heart

So, tell me, why is it broken?

If You’re the healer,

Why are my wounds still open?

What do You want from me?

Are You sure You want everything?

Even my honesty?

Even my honesty

Even my honesty

Hallelujah, hallelujah

Hallelujah, I’m goin' through hell

Hallelujah, hallelujah

I’m still singing that it is well

Hallelujah, hallelujah

Hallelujah, I’m goin' through hell

Hallelujah, hallelujah

I’m still singing

I know You’ve promised that You won’t leave me broken

But right now I need to know You’re here in this moment

Why won’t You answer me?

(Answer me)

What do You want from me?

When all I can bring You is my doubt and my anger

You’d still rather fight with me than let us be strangers

Is that what You want from me?

(Want from me)

The way You get close to me

Are You sure You want all of me?

All of my agony?

All of my questioning?

Even my honesty?

Even my honesty

Even my honesty

Hallelujah, hallelujah

Hallelujah, I’m goin' through hell

Hallelujah, hallelujah

I’m still singing