I Just Can't Fucking Do It Anymore - Jam in the Van, Christian Lee Hutson

The fall was pretty nasty

On that we can agree

But they’re never really clean

And sometimes neither is the break

And by the time I left you

The room looked like a bruise

A curtain breached let pink and blue light

Wash across your face, but

Is it so unforgivable

To wander off the course?

We had a pretty good run but

I just can’t fucking do it

Anymore

I was eager to commit once

But not for forever

'Cause if you remember I never once said

You should never say never

'Cause that’s gravity for you

When you’re stuck up and stupid

It turns you into a student

For thinking you were so clever, but

Is it so unforgivable

To wander off the course?

We had a pretty good run but

I just can’t fucking do it

Anymore

So I’m not afraid to call it

The way that it is

It’s like you wasted a wish

On some supposed second wind

And I don’t care who sees me

Behaving so ugly

I just hate that you loved me and

This is how it ends, but

Is it so unforgivable

To wander off the course?

We had a pretty good run but

I just can’t fucking do it

Anymore