Exhausted - Jabee, Statik Selektah

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Mesmerized

By the terror I excersize

And pressure i apply

Paralyze lines writen

Fightin rhymes I agonize wit

Trynna analyze it

So Antagonizing

Ima baptized prince

Trynna baptize crips

I was raised in a hood where they chastise men

So my mastermind went to mastodon existent

My Babylon gifts so catastrophic

Look you measure God by gifts u receiving

I measure God by the fact I’m still breathing

Potent when I vocalize

Mobilize my mind that’s a train of thought

Caught between the pain saw

Take it all wit a grain of salt

Sometimes I can’t figure out what to do

My life is a glass house and they watchin my every move

I jus want to be what I would love

Never look in the mirror and dispise what I’ve become

Because whatever was

Somewhere lost in the fads

Or on death row lost in the gas

Trynna duplicate the past

Fred Hampton wit a sag

Langston Hughes wit a pad

Sad they wanna see me

In a coffin body exhausted resting in peace

Just trynna figure out my situation

Get inspiration be patient and then situated

Every word is a illustration

Expressive narration how I over came it

Took the gang banging tried to elevate it

I got homies who don’t never see their mothers faces

Or the light of day but can’t help but crave it

Prayin

Cuz I kinda feel the same

Feelin like a begger out here asking for some change

Strange trynna keep my mind focus

My mom broken gotta keep her 9 loaded

Bumpin ice cube trynna decode it

Chuck D said i could change the world

Trynna change myself and let the world react

If they don’t like it they can change it back

Seem sima 40 acres a Beamer

Just a dreamer wit a dream

That don’t feed the need

Or kids I breed

Prolly never see a million bucks

You only live once I’m trynna live it up

Ain’t nothin u can tell me

Sittin sideways bumpin Makaveli

They might know my name they don’t really know me

Might got my numbers we ain’t really homie

Homies that wanna see me

In a coffin body exhausted

Resting in peace