Out of Patience - IVAN B

I let go of my past, just so I can make some history

Losing ones around me

Tell me how is that a victory?

Wake up every morning like I’m running out of time

I’m driving late at night just to get some peace of mind

Walk up in this house, they like «why aren’t you in class?»

Look at what we give you, when you act like it’ll last

We fixed you up a car and you can barely pay your gas

Yet you making all this music, take a look at where you’re at

And now i’m walking out the door, feeling so nameless

But I keep filling these pages, turn my patience to payments

If you shoot for the stars, you better know where you’re aiming

How you tell them what you see

When they don’t know what you’re saying, so.

If they ask me what I’m doing, man I tell them «Don't trip»

If you wanna live your life man you gotta own it

They never get it, all these fears I’ve been holding

Dreaming of the future while I’m lost in the moment

I’m driving too fast, can’t wait no more

I’m staring out the window, can’t wait no more

My last girl said she can’t wait no more

I can’t say «no more»

I’m running out of time, yeah.

I’m running out of time

I can’t wait no more

They say I’m digging a hole, that they ain’t willing to climb

You’ll see em' picking up some shovels

While I’m hittin' some diamonds

My vision getting clearer, when I’m closing my eyelids

The promise land is out there, are you willing to find it?

Remember walking them hallways, you ain’t going nowhere

Hit a couple million plays, all of a sudden they care

It’s like the closest ones are the phony ones

Ever realize that the realest ones are the lonely ones

Social issues, with cops and magazines

Artists having issues if they’re not on magazines

There’s kids out here dying, getting shot for anything

Meanwhile you wanna write about whips and diamond rings

I skip through anything ya’ll release, so peace

All these dreams that I keep are for myself and for the fans

When only you can see your vision, how can someone understand

When only you can see your vision, how can someone understand, yo

I’m driving too fast, can’t wait no more

I’m staring out the window, can’t wait no more

My last girl said she can’t wait no more

I can’t say «no more»

I’m running out of time, yeah.

I’m running out of time

I can’t wait no more

I’m tired of cleaning these tables

I’m tired of paying these bills

I’m tired of saving this money

I hate the way that I feel

Tired of calling it «dreams»

I wanna say that it’s real

When I look all around me, they don’t feel what I feel

Tired of killing myself, just to give you the world

Tired of putting my happiness on a side of a girl

Tired of caring for people who end up pulling me down

I’m tired of waiting I need it now.