In Remembrance - In Vain

I saw a future standing

Before my weary eyes

A reformation of life

Grasp or decay

Frightened by light

This opportunity escaped

Lonely and cold

Hiding from daylight

These burdensome longings

Tearing me apart

I hold my breath

To stay alive

I’m lost in confusion

Stranded on air

I remain in despair

Waiting in silence

Hiding the pain

I enter nightfall

Never left any trace

Only memories of what

Could have been remain

In my secret plight

These burdensome longings

Tearing me apart…

Through the sorrows of

My life I slowly realize

My longing, my desperation

Can not be cured

Before the pain in my heart

Has been tread apart

These burdensome longings

Tearing me apart…

No one ever saw me gleam