Castle of Cards - In Her Own Words

This is the last I beat myself over this when all I wanted was approval

But I always missed deadlines

And late nights and down time and day light

Yeah it’s the last I beat myself up over this

Never again will I beat myself up over this

These dirty streets are all that I know

I’m getting tired of walking all alone

It’s freezing cold, it’s getting old

So ill take my final steps (and I’m not settling)

I guess that my leavings for the best (I'm sick of everything)

The days are all the same here and I can feel it in my empty chest

I can’t afford to waste my time on these

People that I can not coexist with

Lets blame this on each other like we never fail to do

And you can tell from my voice that I’m off balance

We were like a castle of cards with our stability

And all the thoughts in my mind kill the consistency

Another night in this town will be the death of me

It broke me, I’m so weak that I can’t see the road in front of me

I’m always missing deadlines, late nights, down time and day light

But I’ll miss the place that nobody had anything good to say about

I’ll miss the way that everything could find a way to break me down

The only way to save myself is to prove that

I was never a slave like the rest