Everything Changes - Idris

Who are you?

Where are you?

You brought it to fruition

It was my intuition

It was my jurisdiction

What you thought was real is fiction

Better be listening

Time is ticking

It’s starting to kick in

Better get your kicks in

You said you can’t lose something that’s already lost

Looking at you now, it looks like you lost

Let’s take a pause

What was the cause

(What)

(What)

What was it?

You lost it

You was tired of it all and postponed it

Taking time to yourself was what you called it

Be honest with yourself and just say you balled it

(You)

(You)

You smiled hard but the pain hit you harder

What makes you think you can go any farther?

If you carry that weight any longer

Just leave it alone, don’t bother

You told m this was the end;

it wasn’t

For you I’d break and bnd;

I ain’t judging

Every single thing

Every little thing

Every single thing

Every little thing

I had to remember they’ll be better days

Had to focus on myself cause of the pain

Sh*t is always the same, nothing ever changed

Nothing ever changed;

nothing ever changed

You never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory

How you expect me to be sane after all the shit you did to me

You didn’t even try to hide it, you did the shit blatantly

But I’m moving forward now, all that shit is history

I could say that I deserve an apology

But that shit not gonna be real, honestly

I just wished you saw me, acknowledged me

I just wish you saw the true good side of me

I was excited, taking deep breaths

Didn’t know the possibilities, forced to see less

Looking at my progress

Couldn’t be spotless

Had to watch what I said

The beginning of the end

I hope you gain empathy

I hope you get the change that you plan to see

I hope there’s many blessings you see

I hope you can say you’re proud of me

I didn’t know

Let me go

Let me grow

(Grow)

Every single thing

Every little thing

Everything changes