In Memories - I Miss My Death

Slowly in pieces destroying my fate

Soul won’t stop searching the confident state

Slowly in memories madness has laid

Thoughts and the feelings away will be faded

Eyes crystallized and turning to dark

Speechless as sorrow with any spark

Sorrow of madness stopped the beat of my heart

Now I’m becoming its personal guard

My fears has been growing in the memories room

My dreams has been dying in silent doom

And now my days are resting in violent ages

Till now my dreams are walking in hollowing pages

In memories there’re all my reveries

In memories all my life meanings

In silence beauty finds embrace

In silence I feel only grace

Only at my funeral I will find the rest

Strength and my immortal soul will they try to test

Only screams and sobbing of my near once

Can re-change my violent soul into pure dance

Only then it happens memory can see

For their weeping sorrow is their love to me