Abhorrent Subsistance - Horde Casket

Mutilations with a knife

Shotgun by my side

This bottle won’t kill me fast enough

Misery has taken over my mind

Petrified with anguish

Of a life of repulsed disease

I live an abhorrent subsistance

I put the gun in my mouth

Pull the trigger, I’m not dead

I can’t believe what I have done

I stagger around the room

Look in the mirror so I can see

I am not dead

Mutilation with a knife

Shotgun by my side

This bottle won’t kill me fast enough

Misery has taken over my mind

Petrified with anguish

Of a life repulsed in disease

I live an abhorrent subsistance

I put the gun in my mouth

Pull the trigger, I’m not dead

I can’t believe what I have done

Fuck it