Where Will I Go - Hopsin

I’ve been feeling down but nobody knows

Oh where will I go, lord where will I go

Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill

Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel

I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill

You can all burn in hell, don’t fuck with me

The world I live in was never a pleasant paradise

Bullies used to hassle me, then laugh cause I was scared to fight

I let the sun beam in on my skin, but I can’t bare the light

So I reside on the side of life with nocturnal parasites

Treated unfair as an infant, abnormal characteristics

Waiting for terror to visit, as I stand there in the distance

Fucking arrogant bitches, you were never there with assistance

Wish I could fly into the air with the pigeons

Let it begin, the story how I never fit in

While the popular kids would run around with seventy friends

I’m just a heavenly sent, waiting for the day that I rise

So I could take my aggression and maybe place it aside

I gaze at the sky with contacts placed in my eyes

Asking why do they only love me when my face is disguised

I’m still waiting for signs but I doubt I’m a ever get them

If I never see any proof, how can I represent them man

I’ve been feeling down but nobody knows

Oh where will I go, lord where will I go

Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill

Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel

I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill

You can all burn in hell, don’t fuck with me

I do this because I know it’s what I’m destined to be

I do this for the kids who were always messed with and teased

I do this for the ones who were told they’ll never succeed

I do this for those who grew up as young and restless as me

Ya’ll would always drink and go party with your crew in the nighttime

Doing shit nobody would ever do in their right mind

Then when you got a little older you hit a fine line

With an accidental kid struggling with a nine to five

You always thought that I was so stupid to write rhymes

Thinking I would never make it and lose with the white eyes

But the formula I created proved I was Einstein

Now I’ve done more shit then you’d ever do in a lifetime

Since elementary, you’d belittle me, show no sympathy

Hurt me mentally, but you never had the sense to see

That your desire to be cruel, was fire to my fuel

Would inspire me to rule, the world until I was cool

I’ve been feeling down but nobody knows

Oh where will I go, lord where will I go

Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill

Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel

I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill

You can all burn in hell, don’t fuck with me

I ain’t gonna take your shit, I’ve already lost my mind (lost my mind)

You driving me crazy, so that it makes me cry (makes me cry)

God if you exist then please send me a sign

Because all the rage that’s stored in me is eating me alive

Help me out

I’ve been feeling down but nobody knows

Oh where will I go, lord where will I go

Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill

Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel

I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill

You can all burn in hell, don’t fuck with me

Sometimes I wonder what the hell your problem is

Why must you love to see me this low

Won’t you just let me live

Sometimes I wonder what the hell your problem is

Why must you love to see me this low

Won’t you just let me live