Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin

It’s us, find power

Live life, mind power

It’s us, find power

Live life, mind power

Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm

Life is a tour, I sit and ride along

Takin' some notes and then I write the songs

I’m starin' down the road my life has gone

Is this where I belong?

Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?

My mental state is fuckin' me up, and I cried a pond

While asking you for some answers, but we don’t have that type of bond

That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been livin' lately

If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on

Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out

'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly, then I fell out

Now I’m avoidin' questions like a scared dog with his tail down

Feelin' so damn humiliated, 'cause they lookin' at me like I’m hellbound

What story should I tell now?

I’ll just expose the truth

I’m so close to the fuckin' edge, I should be close to you

But who the fuck are you?

You never showed the proof

And I’m only fuckin' human, yo, what am I s’posed to do?!

There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions

Beggin' all fuckin' men and women to listen

I can’t even beat my dick without gettin' convicted

These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions

I’ve been itchin' to get it, I’ve been given assistance

But the whole fuckin' system is twisted

Now I’m dealin' with this backlash because Marcus isn’t a Christian

And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction

But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it

I need an answer, humans can’t provide it

I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it

It’s truly mind-blowin', I can’t deny it

Is Heaven real?

Is it fake?

Is it really how I fantasize it?

Where’s the Holy Ghost at?

How long’s it take a man to find it?

My mind’s a nonstop tape playin' and I can’t rewind it

You gave me the Bible and expect me not to analyze it?!

I’m frustrated and you provoked it

I’m not readin' that motherfuckin' book, because a human wrote it

I have a fuckin' brain, you should know it

You gave it to me to think, to avoid every useless moment

It was a mission that I had to abort

'Cause humans be lyin', we’re such an inaccurate source

It’s gon' be hard to put me back on the course

Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch I swear I’m slammin' the door

A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised

Humans are fuckin' dumb, still thinkin' that Pac’s alive

I ain’t tryna take your legacy and torch it down

I’m just sayin', I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth

Just sheep always tellin' stories of older guys

Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized

Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes

And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise?

Sounds like a fuckin' Poltergeist!

Show yourself, and then boom, it’s done

Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One

I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun

And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge

I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds

Fuck the club;

instead of bitches, I’d hang with a group of nuns

And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do

I wouldn’t take a step unless it was in the name of you

I hate the fact that I have to believe

You haven’t been chattin' with me like you did Adam and Eve

And I ain’t seen no fuckin' talkin' snake unravel from trees

With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me

I don’t know if you do or don’t exist, it’s drivin' me crazy

Send your condolences, this is me reachin' to you, so don’t forget

If Hell is truly a pit of fire and I get thrown in it

I’ma prolly regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit

My gut feelin' says it’s all fake

I hate to say it, but fuck it, shit, I done lost faith

This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed

My thoughts just keep pickin' shit apart all day

And in my mind I make perfect sense

If you aren’t real, then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent

That would mean that I can just make up what my purpose is

And I could sit in church and just say «fuck» in the services

Man, what if Jesus was a facade?

Then that would mean the government’s God

I feel like they’ve been brainwashin' us with a lot

So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in a box

Man, everything is «what if?»

— why is it always «what if?»

Planet Earth «what if?», the Universe «what if?»

My sacrifice «what if?!», my afterlife «what if?!»

Every fuckin' thing that deals with you is fuckin' suspect

I’m fuckin' done!

I’m fuckin' done!

This is my fuckin' life

And I’m livin' it, I’m havin' fun

If you really care for me

Prove that I need to live carefully!

But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside

For an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed

We are you, and you’re us

Stop playin' games!

My life’s all I got

And Heaven is all in my brain

And when I feel I’m in Hell

My ideas are what get me through pain

Do as you please, and I’ll just do me

I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane;

Ill mind

It’s us, find power

Live life, mind power

It’s us, find power

Live life, mind power