Your Love (Has Ruined My Life) - Holding Absence

You’re always watching me everywhere, I know

Moving on is hard when you don’t want to let go

Like the homesick caribou must return to the snow

I’ll find you in another life, I hope

And though I’m not religious, I’ve been shaking hands with Jesus

When I am finally dead

Maybe I’ll come back as someone else

And after all this pain

I can love you in the end

«You're someone I’ll find»

It wasn’t a lie

And after all this time

Your love has ruined my life

Your love has ruined my life

The world is brimming with life, and I’m so alone

My heart is bursting with love and where does it go?

When I am finally dead

Maybe I’ll come back as someone else

And after all this pain

I can love you in the end

«You're someone I’ll find»

It wasn’t a lie

And after all this time

Your love has ruined my life

How can I live my life deprived of your love, of your love?

Will I ever heal?

I just don’t know…

But without you the open world feels so closed

Will I ever heal?

I just don’t know…

But without you the open world feels so closed

When I am finally dead

Maybe I’ll come back as someone else

And after all this pain

I can love you in the end

«You're someone I’ll find»

It wasn’t a lie

After all this time

Your love has ruined my life

Will I ever heal?

I just don’t know… (Of your love)

But without you the open world feels so closed

Will I ever heal?

I just don’t know… (Of your love)

But without you the open world feels so closed

Your love has ruined my life