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My brain isn’t here

Did you hear what I said

Coz if I’m going to bed

I’m going to bed

And if I am not here anymore

I’m going to bed

Can’t feel myself

Because I’m out of my head

And if I can’t feel myself

Then nobody will

And if I don’t look out for myself

Then nobody will

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Assure myself I am large

Tell all the ladies I’m hard

Yo girl I ain’t no facade

AHHHH

Back in my bed

Isolated again

I know who I am

Away from my friends

So I cut myself off

Don’t need any friends

Fooling around

To determine my worth

And when I can’t fool myself

I’m back in the earth

Yeah I’ll commit to myself

Commit to the earth

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You see me out on a roll

I’m working up my patrol

I’m violating your soul

Over again

Over and over again

It’s what I say to myself

When I can’t pretend

What I’ll say to myself

Till I reach the end

Dangerous thought

Leaves me flat on the ground

And it’s all that I am

When I’m not around

And you see what I am

When I’m not around

AHHH

I’m not crazy I’m just lacking restraint

And I won’t commit to something if it’s something I ain’t

I’m not over I just went out of style

Took a trip to psychotropics and I stayed for a while

Common sense is a transparent wall

Felt my head collapse on cement felt like nothing at all

And I’m not stupid just don’t know who I am

So I live in sullen stupor with my fist on my ham