If I Don't - Hayley Orrantia

Thought it was a fairytale

Turned into a nightmare

And I don’t wanna turn on the lights

There’s a beautiful monster

He’s laying here in my bed

And I’m lying here believing his lies

I could face myself

Even save myself

Admit that I knew all along

But it’s easier if I don’t

No, it’s easier so I won’t

I could go down that hole

Down that long broken road

And find what I already know

But it’s easier if I don’t

I could dig up all the details

Ask a million questions

I could just try to forget

I could tell you that I love you

Act like I trust you

‘Cause I’m pretty good at pretend

I could tell you it’s over

But then it’d be over

And somethings are better unsaid

Oh, it’s easier if I don’t

No, it’s easier so I won’t

I could go down that hole

Down that long broken road

And find what I already know

But it’s easier if I don’t

It would be easier

I could face myself

Even save myself

Admit that I knew all along

But it’s easier if I don’t

No, it’s easier so I won’t

I could go down that hole

Down that long broken road

And find what I already know

But it’s easier if I don’t

If I don’t