Now & Then - Haley Smalls

I need another drink or I’m gonna sit

Here just thinkin' bout you (Oh yeah)

Even through the most but

Now you’re like a ghost and I don’t even like you

I drift sulkin' up the time 'cause

I’d rather be anywhere but home

'Cause it’s broken, ain’t no love left

Someone stole it, and it shows

Seven phone calls when there’s so much unsaid

And so much that’s on my mind

But I tell you things when you sleepin'

All of these secrets I’m keepin'

I used to love all your flaws

Now I can’t stand them at all, yeah

Moments where it’s safe and doesn’t need changin'

Too much time wasted

Nothin' worth takin', ow my heart breakin'

No I can’t save you now

So I just wanna stay up all night

Whenever I think of you, yeah

There’s nothing that I can’t do, no

Nothing I can’t

I knew we was headin' for the deep end

My fault for tryna spare your feelings

Half of the time inside I was screamin'

You were too caught up on you to see it

Wouldn’t leave 'cause by then I was deep in

Even said when I found out that you were cheatin'

And I swear for a minute I became that girl

I was so lost that I couldn’t see it

I said I could never do to you what you did to me

But lately I feel like I’m someone new

Want somebody treat me right

I feel like I got not clue, makes me wonder

Why I wasted all this time right here with you

I’m not tryna be rude

But I sacrificed it all, you know it’s true

I should blame myself but nah I’d rather say it’s you

Want you to feel everything you put me through

So I just wanna stay up all night

Whenever I think of you, yeah

There’s nothing that I can’t do, no