Antyesti - Haleek Maul

Ain’t it crazy how they hate you

Then they love you then they hate you?

Then they take til you take ill

Take pills and stay chill

Say it ain’t real

While I got faith still

I done seen first-hand just how the hate kills

And how the rain feels

On a sunny day when you would pray for it

Still hear your voice through the distortion

Lone insomniac fighting evil forces

Tried to penetrate the fortress

Quickly morph you into corpses

Entertain the devil’s courtship

Caution

I loved once and quickly lost myself in cost of

Everything

Anything I wanted was in reach but I just forfeit

Fucking lost it

For once I feel free

Like a dead body body floating downstream

Will this river take me to the sea

Or will it grab hold of my body and rip apart my skin?

For once I feel free

Like a dead body body floating downstream

Will this river take me to the sea

Or will it grab hold of my body and rip apart my skin?

Stuck in flux

Fuck it’s what I’m in

Just a construct of sins

Projected on environments I’m in

Mixing gin in bad proportions

Had a conscience, kinda sorta

But now it’s way past 10

And all these bottles settled in

Tell a friend to tell a friend

Imma need some help on getting in

Cuz my legs don’t work when I’m this hurt

Don’t tell my girl, it’s embarrassing

In my mind just a fragile kid

Could drink and smoke til my lungs go broke

And none of y’all would give a shit

Don’t give 2 shits about me

So Imma keep it pretty like 2 chicks around me

Of the red-boned variety

As the poison drip from they acrylic tips

Knee deep in pussy, I’m surrounded

Astounded I ain’t aroused yet

For once I feel free

Free up

Free up

Love yourself

Fuck people

Free up