Turn to Black - Gun Barrel

Today I’m here

But gone tomorrow

That is my way

I’ve paid my dues

Lived my whole life

Without no sorrow

My own creation’s what I choose

Will you forget me when I’m gone

Forget my deeds, my face, my name

I don’t mind, don’t give a damn, no

For me it always stays the same

So many times

I tried to settle down

Wastin' my time

I’ve been a jerk

So many times

I’ve tried to turn around

Now I realize

That ain’t how it works

Sometimes I dream hard

For a brand new start

Live my life in a different way

I watch the years go by

Don’t want my life

Turn another shade of grey

I am lookin' for a wonder

Always lookin' for a sign

I gotta add, I still ain’t found none

Sometimes truth is hard to find

When you ask me

What I am, how I am

Lost in my thoughts deep inside

You want an answer

You wouldn’t understand

What can I say

That’s just my life

Sometimes I dream hard

For a brand new start

Live my life in a different way

I watch the years go by

Don’t want my life

Turn another shade of grey

The choices I made, I create

A dead end street

No turning back

If I’d try to change or rearrange

Then my sun would turn to black