Fix U - Guard

Your ex he looks just like me

But he don’t know the truth

When you lay beside me

I was in his shoes

You were living lost inside your head

Thinking about death, we played pretend

Saying we were happy

We were so confused

I thought that if I fixed you

Maybe it would fix me too

I didn’t wanna risk you

Coz baby you’re too much to lose

It was metaphysical but conditional

Living in a video game

You were unpredictable but I loved it all

Finding comfort in the pain

Oh I thought that if I fixed you

You were gearing up to fight me

Because you had your proof

That I was just as crazy

Crazier than you

I got too busy cleaning up your mess

I couldn’t face the demons in my head

I thought that we were happy

We were so confused

I thought that if I fixed you

Maybe it would fix me too

I didn’t wanna risk you

Coz baby you’re too much to lose

It was metaphysical but conditional

Living in a video game

You were unpredictable but I loved it all

Finding comfort in the pain

Oh I thought that if I fixed you

Oh I thought that if I fixed you

Desert me cold turkey

I like that you hurt me

Cause one hit was never enough

Still searching for meaning

I feel like I’m dreaming

But I know that it wasn’t love

I thought that if I fixed you

Maybe it would fix me too

I didn’t wanna risk you

Coz baby you’re too much to lose

Oh I thought that if I fixed you