Numb - Golden BSP, Blind Fury

Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back

To a time before my mind turned black

(Verse 1: Golden BSP)

My mind is numb, could it be these drugs?

I just need a buzz cos lately I don’t got no feeling

Only time that I feel is when I’m drunk or when I’m bleeding blood

I’m speaking up and nobody heals me

They give me hugs

And I don’t need it

Cos it’s evil homie

I don’t feel the love

With all these demons on my back it’s hard for me to even work

I lay in bed, just waitin' for the day to end

I made a massive sin and since then we’ve been the greatest friends

I play my cards and it’s hard with a broken heart

There’s open scars all over it like animals tore it apart

I had the master plan

And then it crashed now I’m sittin' in this aftermath

I just wanna have you back

Tears up on my face

Runnin' down my cheeks

Screamin' on my hands and knees

I been feelin' weak

I wanna talk to you, but you won’t answer me

I thought we were a family

It’s cancerous

The patterns of this anarchy

(Chorus: Chloe Moriondo)

Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back

To a time before my mind turned black

(Verse 2: Blind Fury)

My bodies numb

My minds becoming kinda dumb from all the alcohol and drugs that I have done

I tried to find a woman I could call my wife or somethin'

All I got was fightin', fussin', gripin', cussin'

I can’t do shit

Right for nothin'

So I quit tryin'

Every day feels like I’m dyin'

Like my brain is fuckin' fryin'

And there ain’t no sense in hidin' this pain that I’m in

So I break down the eighth and put it inside my grinder and blaze a diamond

Lately I’ve been finding peace in solitude

Instead of following bitches that don’t ever follow through

This rap game will swallow you (whole)

Bring a bottle through cos I got a few songs to do

That I probably won’t finish cos I wanna be alone in my feelin’s

I’m disappearin'

Inside the madness

Every day it’s tragic

I just tried to hit the mic and bring some magic

If I can’t y’all can have it

I just go back to watchin' illegal cable and feedin' all my habits

(Outro: Chloe Moriondo)

Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back

To a time before my mind turned black