Absence - Ghost Key

You’re holding hands with absence

While I’m running out of time

Losing focus of what’s important

You could disappear in a blink of an eye

While you’re here

I can’t help but think

That when you leave

I won’t deserve any of our memories

I haven’t done enough

But you gave me everything

When you leave

I won’t deserve any of our memories

Don’t act surprised

I somehow made this about me

You raised me about better than this

But I let you down over and over again

(Mike Sugar from Church Tongue)

Just know when you look at me

I’ve always had the best the intentions

I broke your heart when I fell out of rhythm

I hope you can forgive me

I’m not who I used to be

Letting you down is my new routine

You left the lights on

If there was an open the door

I’m still not walking through

I don’t deserve these memories

I don’t deserve these memories

I don’t deserve these memories

While you’re here

I can’t help but think

That when you leave

I won’t deserve any of our memories

I haven’t done enough

But you gave me everything

When you leave

I won’t deserve any of our memories

I never felt a greater disappointment

Then the day you asked

Why I stopped visiting

While you’re here

I don’t deserve any of our memories

You’re holding hands with absence

While I’m lost inside my head

I failed you once before

And I know I will fail you again

I know I will fail again