Face Mush - Get Bent

It’s kind of fuzzy, but I still remember running away

Broken glass reminds me of mistakes I’ve made

Misdirected anger, an empty Colt 45

It might have meant something

but probably we were just killing time

When I was riding my bike before we moved away

I never felt so close to the streets that I claimed to hate

It’s 2 years later and we’ve replaced them

With something bigger:

busy sidewalks and angry neighbors

It was freezing last night waiting for the bus

I don’t think I’ll be home before the sun comes up

Another winter night hanging out until 7 am

It’s almost spring this year,

until then I think I’ll just stay in bed

Loose ends, sunset by the waterfront

If this is where I belong then it’s time to grow up

But there’s some questions that I don’t want to answer,

Things I’m scared to talk about, I’ve watched myself

fuck up too many times

But wait, I’ll try as hard as I can and hope for the best

Sometimes it feels like you do the best that you can

(You try and try and try) but no one really wins in the end

It’s more than you wanted, anyway.