Reconnect - Geoda

Fear detonates a quake

That ruptures calm again

The blood begins to boil

I look for patience to terminate the stress

to find self-confidence

And with action I wait

Maybe I don’t do enough, maybe I do too much

I lose course when I lose myself

The way I followed is heading against the wind

And it became a duty

Is this about finding wisdom or happiness?

To whom must I smile more than to myself?

Pressure — arduous effort to reach the sun

Moving on with passion

Did I choose the goal?

Did it choose me?

Will it make me better?

Or is it just a fantasy?

What is this life about?

What if everything is an illusion?

A game that we must sadly play

With rules to stop our evolution

I listen again that voice inside of me that shows me the way

Sometimes I shut it out with doubt and fear

But when I reconnect with the whole nothing makes me scared

Fear detonates a quake

That ruptures calm again

I stop to take a deep breath

Channel my energy and share my pain with the earth

Tension fades away

Knots are not there

I’ll leave my longings and fears to the winds

And with inner peace retake the ques