I Am the Absence - Frostmoon Eclipse

I want you to know who I really am now

I need you to look inside this abyss

I beg you to go, never turn back anymore

I want you to know who I really am now

I painted this place, black as coal

I painted 1000 deaths on these walls of mine

On this path I followed, there has never been someone, rain fell in my dreams

On this way I travelled, I licked all these painful scars and hid them with hope

In this well below me, the end of all things is waiting for us

In this well I’m drowning, can’t you understand all the failure inside?

Breathing silence

Under cold ice

Nothing but another Autumn to creep on me, a darkness will come

Nothing but a skyline, too far to reach again and covered by clouds

And this time I’m falling, this will be the last time I rise up again

I will lay my body down into this abyss and stare at the hollows

Breathing silence

Under cold ice

I painted this place, black as coal

I painted 1000 deaths on these walls of mine

I wanted this place to be as black as the night

I painted it all with each pain I could find

So many times I looked at you, as you said

But I’ve never seen you

I just look around, seeing no-one

I surrender, yes

I’m from another world, and I’m fine here

A world of silence and misunderstandings

In which you can’t have a place

Because you’re nothing to me

Simply nothing

And so you came, so you’ll go

So I found comfort within myself

Far from this comedy called life

Nothing but silence and blackness

This is the place I call my home