Calamity Choir - Fragments Of Unbecoming

It feels like drowning in sadness

The emptiness the fear the pain in my mind

About a decade of anger in my frozen soul

Will I ever get old?

Calamity … calamity trapped in my body

Couldn’t ever get out

At the horizon is fading a perpetual sound

A depressive season with no end in sight

A mental cage like a grave

With nowhere to hide

Thoughts driving in circles through my brain

On and on and again and again

When the night has come

I am the lonely one

Alone with me and myself

With my restlessness

At the point of no return of my live …

calamity there is still the time to set my mind free … calamity

Leaving all the fears threw them away … calamity

Falling forever — can you hear the cries of dismay?

Calamity … calamity choir … calamity

Did I deserve this?

What have I done?

A deeper slumber

And the tears are gone

Sinking down from heaven above

Like a leaf from a tree

All hope is gone

The candle burns

A light I can see

This is how its used to be

The rain is over

The pages are turned

The lessons of life

That I have learned

Calamity … calamity … calamity … calamity