My Soul - Fliptrix

Five roaches, psychosis, mind open

Eyes closed but still cry to find coping

Time slides in white smoke, I lie choking

Hiding my venomous dreams with high hoping

You’ve never felt pain until you’ve lost what you’ve held closest

Strains cutting my veins with thrombosis

The only beat I’ll ever truly feel is my heart’s pulses

Broke promises, hope my zones progress

It’s hard to face the place, your fate’s chosen

Your faith ain’t settled your state your brain’s emotion

Deranged focus, I cry for help but help remains hopeless

Till your soul is not ghostless

I turn light into dark to see the dead in the summer solstice

So my soul flows so corrosive

Till my last breath goes and the coffin closes

Lay down, you’ll blossom roses

I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone

I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone

I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

I’m scared of the day when Mary Jane murders me

Hurting internally with burns that are third degree

Left in the middle ground, lurking in purgatory

Demons they circle me, scheming and hurting me

Blood spills burgundy like thieves in the night

Fam I flee with the urgency, footsteps tertiary

Sight of my thought of the things that determine these

I speak with the force so my power doubles Hercules

Lie when I’m dead, but for now I live vertically

With too much to say so there’s no time for work or sleep

Break down your train of thought, rob it like a burglary

And that’s a certainty, it’s mine for eternity

Mind when the serpents sneak

Mind how your mind works and mind how you earn your keep

Mind you’re not left a chalk line on these dirty streets at 33

Fuck that I yearn for peace

I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone

I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone

I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

Closing eyelids, death on a chosen island

Rest in silence, memories flashing vibrant

Brain alive but body holds no compliance

Trying to hold on to life but it fades and spirals

Was a gift now it’s going so I need to ride it

No time for guidance, virus struck and it triumphed

Seen the light now I feel like I’m high and flying

Mind enlightened, man you know I’m fine with dying

I know God so let me leave earth and try and find him

Let me leave earth and try and find him