100 ghosts - Field Medic

No one knows cause I don’t show it\nAnd no one helps\nCause I don’t want it\nI speak with 100 ghosts\nAnd if I say «life's a trap»\nAin’t no god gonna\nChange my mind\nI came here in a strange way\nI’m a silver balloon\nHardly a reflection\nI burst to fire\nI burst into fire\nIt makes me better\nI burst to fire\nNo one knows cause I don’t show it\nAnd no one helps\nCause I don’t want it\nI speak with 100 ghosts\nAnd I don’t wanna hide pills\nIn a black glass jar\nI don’t wanna hide pills\nFrom lover girl