The Summer Night End - Euthanásia

Tonight it’s the last night of two of us

In a strange land in a hotel room

The two of us together and yet separate.

I’m sitting designated, head in hands

Am I willing to wait for the minutes to come?

It should have been a fresh start

Summer night should have refreshed

Our fading fumbling

On our common quest

I stand up and walk round the room

I can’t find the right words, explain it to myself

The long forgotten is talked over and over again

Until the apocalypse of relation of human souls gets real close.

I tell myself what a relief

You rather run away

I hear the door bang

I lay my cautious self in bed

There is no way to settle the fast running stream of thoughts

Should I run and follow you?

Or leave it all to the fate and time?

Did I fall asleep or was it just a dream?

I hear the bang at the hotel room door

Was I hoping to read the feeling in

your eyes and then that I might embrace you?

Shocked I listen to the strange words

Of policemen instead and I know the time has stopped its run for me.

They are taking me to the road past the hotel

Where’s a covered body in front of a car on the road.

I’m hoping to wake up from the nightmare

But nothing of that kind is coming

I beseech to forgive me

I could never imagine anything like that even in a bad dream

Despite of all the pain and trouble of us

I have always wanted to be close to you.