Cravenness - Euphoreon

How can you tolerate this symphony of pain

When the world laughs you’ve been left behind

Questioning all the inconsistencies

That sink me deeper into misery

In deafening silence as the clock ticks down

Revelations arrive when the lights go out

Only death can break the spell

From the merciless arms of insanity

In the heart of chaos I stand alone

Watching my back for the next attack

Where I’m alienated by society

A lost cause for the outcast

It’s crawling back into your veins tonight

Feel your heart burst as it ignites

It’s cravenness coursing through my brain

No wings to bring me back down to earth

Distant messengers telling me who I should be

Dark voices resonating within

A humble introduction to the real world

Now comes the pressure I cannot take

Frustrating progress in denial

Mental instability is on the rise

Don’t patronize me with your self-delusions

I’m not to blame for your exile

Through dedication

Determination inside

I crave to make a change

Reveal my ambition

A vicious cycle

Disturbing rhythm

Shifting momentum

Until the end of time

Obscurity

Invasive methods

It’s killing me

Until the end of time

When the dark arrives and dictates your life and your nightmares turn into

reality

When the knife cuts fine and the fear controls your every move into insanity

A taste of weakness

A thirst to break

Inside this living hell where I dwell

It numbs your senses and fuels your hate

For the one I used to be is gone

I’m just a shell of a man now

A puppet in the show

It feels like the walls are closing in and I can’t get out of here