self sabotage - Ericdoa

I know you wanna see me, suffocate

It’s been so hard for me to, concentrate

Yeah, I break it down and watch, it all decay

I wish these stupid thoughts would, go away

I could help but I choose not

Screaming out from the rooftops

Thinking bout the time that you lost

Happy it’s over, but at what cost?

I could help but I choose not

Screaming out from the rooftops

Thinking bout the time that you lost

Happy it’s over, but at what cost?

I know she not in love with me, she in love with drugs

Ayy, you keep on poppin' X and O’s, don’t want no kiss and hugs

Tryna get me jealous, postin' shit, bitch, I don’t give a fuck

She said that I’ve been her favorite one, please don’t make me blush

Actin' like a bad bitch

I’ve been on my own, yeah, I’ve been tryna break these habits

I don’t want your love, yeah, you can have it

Ayy, hit me up and ask me what I’m on, I just won’t respond

Pray to God they don’t get me involved, I’ll just play along

But that’s exactly what you want me to do

You wanna stop me?

Go ahead, make a move

Runnin' out of time

One day, I hope you’ll be mine

(No, I can’t stomach it)

(No, I can’t)

(When I fall)

(I'm hoping I land)

I could help but I choose not

Screaming out from the rooftops

Thinking bout the time that you lost

Happy it’s over, but at what cost?

I could help but I choose not

Screaming out from the rooftops

Thinking bout the time that you lost

Happy it’s over, but at what cost?