Fade Away - Emrys, whoispax

Download my thoughts since I put them online

'Fore this bullet leaves my brain, really opens up my mind

Doesn’t matter how I feel, I’ll just say I’m doing fine

Spending so much fucking money, like I’m running out of time

I’m the captain of the new wave

Friendships capsize, nobody’s getting save

It’s a warning, you should stay away

Swim close and then watch me fade away

Paypal money coming in

Bitch I’m drowning

They tell me that she wanna come and swim

I’m busy counting

Shine so bright, finna guy hit by lightning

I just feel the void, but at noon I can’t find it

I got everything I need

I know you’re not here

But you’re a nightmare in my dreams

Really wish you’d disappear cause I could barely get some sleep

And I don’t really like to talk, I just wanna wait and see

You don’t see me when I’m gone

Don’t see you empty

Fuck everybody else

I’m a one man team

I just wanna disappear, since I’m never really here

I’m a cloud drippin' tears with the ice chandelier

I guess they don’t care, young trash twenty years

Don’t know what I’m doing, don’t know why I’m still here

(Don't know why I’m still here)

I just wanna disappear (I just wanna disappear)

(I just wanna disappear)

I don’t wanna be here (I don’t wanna be here)

(I don’t wanna be here)

I just wanna disappear

I don’t wanna be here

When you see me I be flexin'

Actin' like I’m fine

But inside I be stressin'

And now I’m second guessin'

Baby talkin' money, really I’m just countin' blessings

Oh, you thinkin' that you know me now

But if it’s true then I need you to show me how

Only hangin' with my homies now

I know I’m stupid thinkin' you would hold me down

I don’t know why I stay awake

I’m livin' in my dreams, I just wanna fade away

Give a fuck what they say

Got my team by my side

I just wanna stay safe

I don’t know why they all fake

It isn’t what it seems, I just gotta maintain

Now the sky’s always grey

From today until day

Let me down in the grave