Back on Love - Emily Kinney

I am so confused

I don’t know what’s up or down

Should I leave or stick around?

Am I lost or am I found?

He’s throwin' wisdom like a poet

Throwin' tantrums like a child

But when he holds my hand

My pulse runs red and wild

I was a fighter for my freedom

Now a fool for his touch

He is a nightcap, a brunch buzz, and I’m a lush

Next to the nightstand I’m taking every pill he’s got

My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs

My stomach all in a knot

I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs

I learned my lesson and I thought, «Yeah, I’ve had enough»

But I’m back on love

Back on love

And I’m losing time, losing weight

I’m a loser for this man

I’ve been lost since our first date

He is a tight-rope talker, I can’t balance at all

He says it’s fascinating watching me tip-toe and crawl

He says my ex-boyfriend's boring, he says the moon is the sun

He says anxiety can be the source of lots of fun

My best friend made a list of ways his love is off-track

But I don’t give a shit, and I refuse to call that bitch back

He might be messin' in New York

He might be messin' with my head

But I’ll do anything to keep him messin' in my bed

Next to the nightstand I’m taking every pill he’s got

My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs

My stomach all in a knot

I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs

I learned my lesson and I thought, «Yeah, I’ve had enough»

But I’m back on love

Back on love

I’ve got witches wavin' in my windows

Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit

I’ve got witches wavin' in my windows

Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit

I’ve got witches wavin' in my windows

Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit

He calls me up

He calls me «moonlight»

I’m pulling up to Pacsam for one more hit

Next to the nightstand I’m taking every pill he’s got

My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs

My stomach all in a knot

I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs

I learned my lesson and I thought, «Yeah, I’ve had enough»

But I’m back on love

Back on love

Back on love…