One by One - Emilio Rojas, Brbn

We are, we are, we are really fucked up people

I’ll show you all my scars and you count them one by one

By one, by one, by one, by one, by one

By one, by one, by one, by one, by one

Yeah, I’m beautifully broken, gotta love me for my flaws

My scars will tell you where I’ve been, life’s done made its mark

And it’s hard to keep my innocence with guilt up in my heart

See the fire in my eyes is burnin' brighter from my sparks

I know I’m insecure, I know I see myself and think about what’s lackin'

Know I got some ghosts that’s hauntin' me, I think about what happened

But that’s okay, I’m movin' past it, I know I’ve dealt with pain

And I been hurt but that hurt inspires passion

Lose your dreams and you gon' lose your fuckin' mind

That’s what Mick Jagger said

Seven when my daddy left, I don’t know if my daddy’s dead

Made me feel inadequate, it made me feel so worthless

Looking at my homies' families like damn, their lives are perfect

What did I do to deserve this?

Shit, I blame myself

You want your life to change, you gotta fuckin' man up and change yaself

My DNA is full of strangers' cells, I’m not ashamed

I know my pain and I done came through Hell, yeah

We are, we are, we are really fucked up people

I’ll show you all my scars and you count them one by one

By one, by one, by one, by one, by one

By one, by one, by one, by one, by one

I was fightin' with depression

I locked myself inside my old apartment

I ain’t wanna face the world

I struggle with internal conflicts

Withdrawin' from my friends, ain’t made a call in weeks

Ignored so many messages from family, they stopped callin' me

I started blamin' people for my failures, I ain’t take responsibility

I smiled to hide my anger but they still felt my hostility

They still felt my resentment, I was fuckin' damaged

I tried to laugh to mask the screams but it was just a bandage

Felt like people took advantage

Lookin' at them cats like they was opportunists

They were tryna ride my wave, them waterways done got polluted

The only woman that I loved, I think her pops abused her

So we hit some bad notes, we had to fuckin' stop the music

I know it’s selfish but it’s hard to be supportive

If she dealin' with some trauma that happened to her before us

I’m tryin' to build a better life, she felt like I ignored her

But I’m just tryna build a fortune off my torment, yeah

We are, we are, we are really fucked up people

I’ll show you all my scars and you count them one by one

By one, by one, by one, by one, by one

By one, by one, by one, by one, by one