so unusual - eli.

Often I think about how I would rather be dead than alive

It’s merely preference, if we were never born then we would know nothing else

People scared to die — why?

When death approaches it must be our time

I don’t understand the worry over lost life

Do you think you’ll think about it

When you’re dead and in the ground?

I’m much more concerned with how you are

You got me so nihilistic

In existential thought, I’m drowning

I sit around and reminisce

Why can’t I forget about the way my fingertips felt on your skin?

And how your touch makes me so loyal to your lips?

It’s so unusual to miss how they met mine

Sometimes, I wonder how you are

But I wouldn’t dare to ask

No, no, no, no

The nights we shared were great

But now they’re in the past

No, no, no, no

The one who lingers fails to live

But I don’t have much more to give

Maybe we could meet up

My wish for death is preference

Don’t tell me I’m selfish

My life is my own to take

I’m much more concerned with how you are

You got me so nihilistic

In existential thought, I’m drowning

I sit around and reminisce

Why can’t I forget about the way my fingertips felt on your skin?

And how your touch makes me so loyal to your lips?

It’s so unusual to miss how they met mine

How am I to live without your light to guide me through the darkest times?

I miss the way you made me feel alive

It’s so unusual to be alive without you by my side