standby - eli.

Yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Welcome inside of my head, I never get mental rest

I always wish I were dead

I will regret what I’ve said, paranoid till the end

Paranoia digging in, second-guessing all my sins

It’s okay, I’m just a kid, all the feelings settle in

All the demons settle in

Mean muggin' with a straight face

With a Instagram for my fanbase

But that’s half of me and that’s half fake

Only savage me is what you showcase

But I’m half beat, yeah, I feel great

And that rap me is in third place

I’m complex in my bookcase

And I’m artsy like pastel things

Life is but a simulation built to give a sense of stimulation to the patient

Blame God with no patience for the sake of mental masturbation

I’m exacerbated, I’ve been castrated

I’ve been so faded, we were created

We’ve been dictated to be calculated

We’ve been dictated by the dissipated

It’s a joke, I’m not into life, I’m not into life

I’ve been standin' by, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

I don’t wanna fight, I’ve been standin' by

I’m on standby, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

It’s a joke, I’m not into life, I’m not into life

I’ve been standin' by, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

I don’t wanna fight, I’ve been standin' by

I’m on standby, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

Please come like my pictures

My ego hung on the fixtures of posts from us smokin' Swishers

My parents give me the strictures, oh, spit on your holy scriptures

Too old not to be a trickster, my family gives me these stitches

Stay tatted shit with some bitches

Say, do you like it?

I love it

I’m warm inside like a oven

Maybe I’ll join a coven for clout, maybe like a dozen

I’m pissin' off the Republicans, burnin' flag right in front of them

Say shit don’t think to care about

I think they need to toughen it up

It’s a joke, I’m not into life, I’m not into life

I’ve been standin' by, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

I don’t wanna fight, I’ve been standin' by

I’m on standby, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

It’s a joke, I’m not into life, I’m not into life

I’ve been standin' by, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life

I don’t wanna fight, I’ve been standin' by

I’m on standby, standin' on the side, I’m not livin' life