Allergy - Dust Bolt

It’s not you that I hate potentially it’s still myself

Just trying to keep the distance meant to guarantee my health

A part of me that’s fighting it, a part of me that’s dead

Overcoming is a sacrifice.

An avoidable mistake

Protection of my own.

Protection of my fear

A drift away from anything inside that once seemed real

Repugnancy implanted from the head unto the toe

A monster living deep inside that I still see in you

Fuck

Lost inside the pain, the needle strikes, feeding the insane

I’m lost inside my head

Rotting skin, deep within it’s dead

Every time it hits me as I rebound, like a slap

I didn’t foresee things are gonna fuck with me like that

Same old day, same old shit, can’t stand it all, sick of it

Distant shades, substantially pale

Look at me — see the eyes of a dead man’s face

Marginal — on the floor, a chunk of waste

I’m sick.

Too sick to continue it

Lost inside the pain, the needle strikes, feeding the insane

I am lost inside my head

Rotting skin, deep within I’m dead

Burned in deep within my head

Too much time wasted

A spoiled complex within

A soul at rest

All these demons inside

Too many days wasted

As the waves crush apart

Stepless

Allergy deep within me

Allergy — need to let it be

Allergy — there’s no choice you see

The reason I despise it all is…