Kept Me Around - Dowsing

It’s hard for me to show how much I care and I suppose

It’s hard on you as well somehow you kept me around and I don’t know how

Just long enough to expire to let someone else down once again

When everyone I hate is coming for me under the circumstances I don’t want to

face them

I thought I found something I could get use to in you

It’s about coming to terms with how unmanaged and absurd I’ve let myself become

Too many lasting impressions I can no longer push aside

To be surrounded by solutions all the answers that I seek

Found in a book that you had written titled it failure with a picture of me

I thought I found something I could get use to in you