Misery - Disciple

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

All I want is your sympathy

Can’t stop myself, can’t keep it together

Cause I’m in love with misery

Don’t try to tell me it’s all for something

Don’t try to tell me the scars were a part of the plan

Don’t try to tell me I’m more than nothing

I found a comfort in being the victim

Look in my eyes

Do I seem fine?

I’m not alright

I’m so far from alright

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

All I want is your sympathy

Can’t stop myself, can’t keep it together

Cause I’m in love with misery

I’ll do the motions you seek

I’ll pray the words that you speak

But you won’t get to this heart locked inside of me

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

Cause I’m in love with misery

Would you pay any attention to me

Without the drama of hashtag so depressed

Don’t try to take my excuses from me

Cause victims get a free license to put you through hell

Look in my eyes

There is no disguise

I’m not alright

I’m beginning to believe my lies

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

All I want is your sympathy

Can’t stop myself, can’t keep it together

Cause I’m in love with misery

I’ll do the motions you seek

I’ll pray the words that you speak

But you won’t get to this heart locked inside of me

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

Cause I’m in love with misery

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

Show me the misery

Can’t stop myself, can’t keep it together

Cause I’m in love with misery

I’ll do the motions you seek

I’ll pray the words that you speak

But you won’t get to this heart locked inside of me

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

Cause I’m in love with misery

I don’t want help, I don’t want to get better

Cause I’m in love with misery