Syringe Ditch - Dirty Dike

Ooh

Yeah

Felt like I’m swimming through a ditch of syringes

And I ain’t tryna beg a bitch for forgiveness

She ain’t a bitch though, its just easier to kiss this

Goodbye when it’s sprinkled in some mean unrealistics

Misogynistic, call it what you see fit

I call it beating out my feelings like I need this

You call it everything you ever wanna be

'Cause if I bet you’re watching someone then I bet you’re watching me

Don’t even think about the quest before you see

I ain’t bitter, I ain’t stressed, in fact I’m better of as me

(Better of as me, better of as me)

Guesstimated sentence of a beast

Serve a twenty-five-to-life and never got released

What do you mean you felt a pest to me and you could barely breathe?

Listen please, we’re separated visions of a dream

But we both know the truth and it was better that I leave

(That I leave)

You didn’t love yourself enough, that’s unattractive

Except the times you took the drugs and cried and done a back flip

You used to lie for love and hide it like a bad trip

So what the fuck was I towards the kindness or the madness?

I live a life to simply climb, and I’m about this

And I haven’t got the time to be the loudest mouth to shout this

You said you’re proud of me, I doubt you know what proud is

'Cause since then I’ve bounced and what I found’s had me astounded

I used to write about how happy and how sad you made me

You called me arrogant whilst sat about all powder-scrapey

I saw a pattern attach and imagined our baby

And like a coward I just sat and acted sour cagey

You say I’m lazy, mad, angry and I’m power-crazy

Damn right, I’m everything you say without an ounce of maybe

Look how you hate me now for smacking what this planet gave me

I hope your nag doesn’t actually fucking matter lately