Falling - Diploid

At the end of it all, you realise you have no desires

Not through any sort of mindful fulfillment

More feeling completely devoid, devoid of any intuitional motivation

I didn’t try, I didn’t give it my best, and I don’t want to try again

Things that should come naturally to me don’t

Tired all day, but at night I can’t sleep

Induced anxiety, panic, sweat, cold sweat

I don’t want things anymore

I dream of mothing

I don’t want things anymore

I dream of mothing

What I want doesn’t matter

It doesn’t matter what I want

I’ve grown so tired of falling