Before, After and All Around - Destrage

I drive toward you

Through space to reach the time where we were

Two lines at a point, two seconds, in an instant

So tight, so brief

That we had no dimension

Because we had no duration

And everything else was before, after and all around

Speechless smileless.

Smileless, hopeless

Haven’t got you yet.

Maybe you understand me better than I know

I’ve got this feeling we are going nowhere

Stupid, don’t you see?

Why the fuck do you deny it?

I feel wrapped up in pain, because we are going nowhere

Now searching for what?

Should I hold on?

Yeah, stand up, hold on

Where are we running to?

Hey now, things are getting cold here

Tell me, what is changing

Before we loose it all

We built new moments.

Shaping clay

It’s getting better, day by day

But that time ain’t gone, so far away

Stupid, stupid.

Don’t you see?

Why the fuck do you deny it?

I feel wrapped up in pain, because we are going nowhere

What can I do?

Why do I try to understand instead of accepting this?

At this point, a girl lives in a dream.

In a little fairy house.

At the following point, she lives surrounded by sweet things.

Hers.

Mine.

At the same point, a few months ahead, she looks forward.

She realizes she

wanted a man, but was a boy.

I should have built a fairy house.

In the same

time, a few miles away.

But what would I have missed

Now searching for what?

Should I hold on?

Yeah, stand up, hold on

Where are we running to?

Hey now, things are getting cold here

Tell me, what is changing

Before we loose it all

We built new moments.

Shaping clay

It’s getting better, day by day

But that time ain’t gone, so far away

You pretend you don’t care and play tough when you’re fragile

Two lines at a point, two seconds, in an instant

So tight, so brief

That we had no dimension

Because we had no duration

And everything else was before, after and all around