Olanzapine - Desolated

Let myself down one too many times

Feel victim to my fucking mind

So close to living a life without this devil walking to my side

I’ve tried to leave it behind

How can I face this on my own?

It’s time to step away

19 years lost count of days

I’ve wasted so much time

SO MUCH TIME

Counting the days, wasting away

Can’t wait to get the fuck out of this place

It’s been so long, where do I turn?

The choice is slim, I refuse to fucking drown

Drown

Set myself free

Gotta break these chains, it’s time to leave

Too much of this living hell

Can I make a change, only time will tell

I dream of serenity, a peaceful place is where I need to be

Instead I’m left in the dark

All alone one place to turn

Olanzapine when will you save me?

You’re out of choice, no where left to turn

You’ll never understand, you’ll never learn

Deal with the Reaper

Before he drags you out deeper