Crux - Desires

I still see your silhouette

I still feel your breath on my neck

I’m drowning in memories

I’d come up for air but the reality is

The water is better for me

I still hear your voice at night

I still feel your body by my side

I’m drowning in memories

But the water is better for me

There is no time left to be replaceable

But there is good in every goodbye

And there is no time to be replaceable

There is good in every goodbye

Black clouds follow

And pour down

But I still love the rain

Compare your loss to those who have suffered worse from their chosen foes

I know my broken bones will never heal if I’m left alone

Join hands, let’s make a toast to the ones still here, those who helped us grow

We are the monuments of the present tense

And the past is nothing but ashes

And the past is nothing but ashes

And the past is nothing but…

Black clouds follow

And pour down

But I still love the rain

You are not my heart, you are not my home

I’m not dying for this

It’s not about what you’ve left behind

But what you’ve taken from the ones that have hurt you

The lies you’ve been told, the things that can’t be undone

Cause these Michigan winters will chill my skin

But I refuse to long for your warmth again

The sun will come, the snow will melt

And changes will begin

Black clouds follow

And pour down

But I still love the rain

Black clouds follow

But I still love the rain

I still love the rain