Euphoric - Derek Pope

Carnival games, party in the funhouse

Everything changed, walking through the front now

Show enough face, money in a cup now, oil my plate

If I ever touch down, there goes that plane

Blow out my smoke, don’t blow out my flame, ok?

Thought they said the future was a ways away

Feel like I been living in it day-to-day

Safe to say I’m on one like before

It’s when the green light drops, you floor it

Shit, we used to love got boring

All these drugs don’t feel euphoric no more

And you know, had to get the show on the road

No lives left, we gon' roll

Sayin' hopefully

Someone brought the honey, not the potpourri

Don’t know how to mourn, I keep the ghost wit' me

Is the feeling guilty, how it’s supposed to be?

One hand counting all the loyalties

If the shit breaks, would you roll with me?

Stumble through the fire and the coal wit' me, takin' hold of me

Gotta be for more than just the dopamine

I’m on one like before

It’s when the green light drops, you floor it

Shit we used to love got boring

All these drugs don’t feel euphoric no more

And you know, had to get the show on the road

No lives left, we gon' roll

How do I control?

And every time I go out I’d rather stay in

Can you blame me?

People fakin' on the way in

The ones who tell me I’m the greatest be the same as the ones who tell me don’t

get famous, don’t want you changin'

Lucky no complainin', keep the pain in

Do some rearrangin' when its vacant

And I work for more than payments, but Cameron’s payin'

She call me when she faded, see how my day is

Now I’m cold blooded

I talk tough

'Cus I was down

For so long

Now I’m here

It’s all wrong

It’s all gone