The Insomniac - DEMATERIALIZE

Obey the call

It screams my name

I can’t escape this nightmare

My whole life is an exhaustible dream

Sounds of the night

Embody endless dread

The darkest thoughts fester and manifest inside my head

Existing in a state of near oblivion

Reconstructing the lines of actuality

Searching for meaning in the moments of lucidity

I am but a shadow of the man I wanted to be

Can you hear me?

Insomnia consumes me

I can’t get this feeling out of my head

I don’t even remember who I am

Just a visage of a man who always wanted to be something more

I always wanted to be something that was out of my reach

Overwhelmed by caustic thoughts my vision blurs

Dead awake I’m screaming but nobody can hear me

Obey the call

It screams my name

I can’t escape this nightmare

My whole life is an exhaustible dream

Dragged back to the darkness inside of my mind

Maybe it’s all in my head

Maybe I’m lost never to be found

Dragged back to the darkness inside of my mind

Nothing can tame the endless winter that’s in my mind

I swear it’s dragged me down every fucking time

I greet the cunning voice whispering in my ear

It’s promising me my deepest fears

I greet the cunning voice whispering in my ear

It’s promising me

Disconnect from reality