Let Down - deM atlaS

Yeah, yeah

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

But I’ve been waiting around for you

Where did you go?

Yeah

Came home to an empty house

Non other lights were on

But when I flipped the switch

And saw a bunch of broken shit

I knew another fight went off

It seem to happen every evening

And the only reason isI was too young

I have asthma, I wear glasses

Going spast' coughing up a lot

Last week I had pneumonia

From breathing in still air

And the atmosphere here was always tense

And I’m convinced this place was full of demon

In a house full of broken adults

And I’m confused when they say they’re just talking

When they smother each other, my dad whooped my mother

And in retaliation she always leave

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

But I’ve been waiting around for you

Where did you go?

Yeah

So I crept up the stairs to the hallway

Where I saw mom’s clothes on the floor

Where she at?

Don’t know when she’ll be back

Maybe if I drew a map I could find her

She could explain the reason

But there’s a part of me

That doesn’t really wanna know

It smells funny up here

And I can see there’s blood all over the floor

Oh Lord have mercy help me out

Somebody is anybody there?

God is nowhere in the sky

And I can’t even seem to find the corpses

Thoughts of revenge came rushing in

My only company my salvation

I ran away tears streamin' down my face

I’ll never forgive this day

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

But I’ve been waiting around for you

Where did you go?

Yeah

I mastered being a bastard son

Daddy’s gun, smoking blocking out my son

Leaving reminisce of memories

To cover my loss of parents

Why’s it I gotta defend the devil I once called my parent

Blew out my candles after age of two

Age four five six wanted to slit my wrist

Dilute my blood and toxins in Daniels drink

And in his bullshit existence how I got in it

There were no days that I didn’t yell or scream

Still a parent in my dreams

I was dreaming what it would be like to

Have a normal parent, be a normal child

Not awake from dreams where I shot him and smiled

I fucking hate my father

I thought I built a bridge over that troubled water

I guess I didn’t

Use the pen and the gun

And the ink for ammunition

Shot the motherfucker now I know what I’m missing

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

But I’ve been waiting around for you

Where did you go?

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

I’ve been let down before

I’ve been let down

But I’ve been waiting around for you

Where did you go?