Lost For Words - Dels

My love said I look blue, I look sick, I’m discoloured

We just lost Oscar to the sky, if I’m honest

Laying on my girl’s bonnet, staring at the clouds

Trying not to break down and slide down the mound

I ask myself why is my soul in this flesh?

As my Mother cries acid, tears roll down her neck

And fall into the stream to connect with the sea

Escapism is the theme, living in a dream

Now tell me what you see?

Tell me can you feel her?

My heart ain’t bleeding, the winter’s the killer

My hair’s getting thinner, confronting the truth

My beard’s getting longer, I’m looking like you

Feel free to eat the fruit

But spit out the seeds

Perfection doesn’t exist practically

Unless we’re talking about Oscar…

The big man’s in a land right above us

Oh, I’m lost for words

Man I can’t believe I’m writing this verse, Talk to me now

It’s like I’m lost at sea

Melt away, seeing you in my dreams, walk with me now

Oh, I’m lost for words

Man I can’t believe I’m writing this verse, talk to me now

It’s like I’m lost at sea

Melt away, seeing you in my dreams…

Staring out the top window swear I saw you ride past

I’m talking about Leo who was taken too soon

I just want to say you’re not alone in the dark

And we all miss you I hope I see you real soon

For many moons, we all haven’t seen your face

I still hear your laughter as it echoes through my thoughts

Watch my life change course at a frantic pace

But I still feel your spirits lighting up the place

Holding onto memories, us gliding through the streets

Then the imagery depletes and fades into another…

Us ducking from Police

I still hear your tyres screaming

When I have a Son, you’ll never meet him

But I promise that he’ll know you

You’re in my heart, you’ll never leave it

All of us smiling under you