All This Time - Delirious?

I’m a father and a son;

I’ve been a lover with just one,

But this world can get me all undone,

And I’m frightened I’m the only one.

I wrestle with the thoughts I keep,

If I sow the seed of arrogance then it’s loneliness I’ll reap,

It’s loneliness I’ll reap.

Please don’t leave me stranded here,

With a head of lies and a heart of fear.

My life’s a show on Gods TV,

The world an audience, watching me.

So wake me, shake me, keep me sharp,

As I touch the power of Gods great harp.

And this world can fill your head with praise,

That steals me from eternal grace.

So how can I serve God and wealth?

I can captivate an army, but I can’t control myself.

I can’t control myself.

Ghostly figure out at sea, I hear a voice that’s calling me,

To walk upon the waves of faith.

For in the arms of God, I am safe.

All this time, since the day that I was born,

I’ve never known a time like this,

I don’t wanna let you down.

I will sing, sing for your light has come