Bittersweet - Dead Silent

New house, new car

New doubts, too large

New sense of freedom

You don’t mind if I recite a few bars?

I’m still not a new star

This game is too hard

I don’t know what to say, I need a cue card

It’s tasting bittersweet

It’s kinda difficult to chew

In this life I never decided

Which difficulty to choose

I feel a bit a grief

Making its way into my room

Yeah with or without the money

The differences are acute

I’m moving on my own

Never said I’m moving up

Can’t tell which direction to go

Look at all the minutes I’m using up

Told me not grow and that’s true enough

It’s like

Oh my god, can’t you see I los enough

Every morning feel less famous and ven more broke

Broad warning

In my last mission I went to Mars, never made it home

You call for me

I go the distance, even though my fuse is quite like a short rope

When I’m recording

I use words that are less heinous

And more dope

Simple words you can wrap your head around

I don’t need a label telling me how I should taint my sound

Run my numbers up, but y’all could never learn my style

You think you’re a driving force behind it, you should turn around

I think I’m more depressed

And I don’t say it lightly

Ever since I moved out my parents

It’s like I’ve been inching from guidance

You see the moon isn’t pulling the tides

Pulled the wool over my eyes

You already got me once

No point in fooling me twice

Bittersweet

It’s kinda difficult to chew

In this life I never decided

Which difficulty to choose

I feel a bit a grief

Making its way into my room

Yeah with or without the money

The differences are acute

I’m moving on my own

Never said I’m moving up

Can’t tell which direction to go

Look at all the minutes I’m using up

Told me not grow and that’s true enough

It’s like

Oh my god, can’t you see I lose enough

Discredit my logic, I can teach em how to think

I see you hide from reality, shove it back under the sink

I’m from a different world, y’all live in the one with the plague

I see it straight

But insanity, I think I’m on the brink

Look, we advancing

We demanded we see more passion than Chapter One

Almost cancelled like we did Manson

Only merely because a lack of funds

This grief attaching, it’s deeply grabbing

It’s fleeting rampant inside my blood

It’s parasitic, my DNA didn’t fight the bug

Comfort is the opposite of progression

Now I’m unmotivated, used to be elated to finish the lesson

I feel jaded, lost my hunger, I feel shook

Time to shift my mentality, moving was all it took

Bittersweet

It’s tasting bittersweet

It’s kinda difficult to chew

In this life I never decided

Which difficulty to choose

I feel a bit a grief

Making its way into my room

Yeah with or without the money

The differences are acute

I’m moving on my own

Never said I’m moving up

Can’t tell which direction to go

Look at all the minutes I’m using up

Told me not grow and that’s true enough

It’s like

Oh my god, can’t you see I lose enough